useless

i knew

i knew i am not good enough to be anything. i dont know what's wrong with me today.

its not easy to fight with this feeling. the feeling that i need to fight for my own right. the thing that i need to voice out. 

sometimes i feel like its okey to just directly remind someone. to make them realize it will cause bad effect soon. but i dont know it will end up like that.

am i a troublemaker? am i doing a wrong things?

i am useless. i have nothing to be proud for. nothing. 

i totally hate this feeling. i totally useless. uselesss!