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experiment your skin

hai welcome back! actually semalam dh update, so harini rasa nak update lagi about my skincare routine. to be truth, kulit aku ni takdelah cantik flawless ets. but bolehla, so so gitu. cuma aku nak inform yang how can i boleh recover kulit i yang rosak sebab pakai produk yang entah apa2 dulu. sebab dulu around secondry school macam tu, aku memang takda masalah kulit. some friends said yang kulit aku mcm kulit telur. first skincare yang aku cuba is ponds. huhu. tak sure sekarang ade lagi ke tak. since that ramai tegur kulit aku berubah and putih.  dorang cakap lah, tapi biasalah manusia..tak pernah puas kan?   tapi lama2 aku tukar sebab aku noticed 1 produk ponds tu tak sure apa, cleanser kot..macam ada 1 bau yang pelik sikit. kebetulan time tu marketing ponds dh tak berapa meluas, and aku jadi tak confident nak terus pakai produk tu. then aku tukar pakai fair and lovely. senang sgt, ada krim and cleanser je. huhu. tapi problem dia..bila pakai fair and lovely tu kulit ...

useless

i knew i knew i am not good enough to be anything. i dont know what's wrong with me today. its not easy to fight with this feeling. the feeling that i need to fight for my own right. the thing that i need to voice out.  sometimes i feel like its okey to just directly remind someone. to make them realize it will cause bad effect soon. but i dont know it will end up like that. am i a troublemaker? am i doing a wrong things? i am useless. i have nothing to be proud for. nothing.  i totally hate this feeling. i totally useless. uselesss!